One must still have chaos in oneself to be able to give birth to a dancing star.
Afraid, paranoid, self conscious, tired, confused, worthless, crazy, feelings of other people thinking your crazy, heart racing so fast it effects your breaths, and then low moments of racing thoughts of negativity about life and yourself.... and repeat.... and repeat... and repeat..... too depressed to move, too anxious to stay still.
So I have just recently begun Wellbutrin. This medication comes after a long list of ADHD, bipolar, and anxiety med combos. I was skeptical of the effectiveness of this medication when it comes to ADHD. Also nervous that I've never done well with anti depressants. I am an extremely anxious person, so also have never… Continue reading Wellbutrin Day 1
Have you ever felt afraid to share your mental illnesses because over time, it became necessary to maintain a high functioning image? Well I sure have. And let me tell you, that shit it exhausting as hell. It's sort of like a whole other illness in itself just tacked onto everything. It can feel as… Continue reading High Functioning?
I often wonder what it would be like to wake up each morning without worrying about how my mood will be for the day. I wonder what it would be like to consistently do my homework or even start it, without ending up staring at the computer screen for hours or watching tv instead. What… Continue reading MULTIPLE MENTAL ILLNESSES
So the other day, a friend of mine mentioned having a dream where her teeth would fall out unexpectedly. When another friend overheard her, she too mentioned having the same dream in the past. The odd part is, I've been having that dream for as long as I can remember. And always waking up freaked… Continue reading Recurring Dreams (What the hell do they mean?)